So Excited and I just Can't Hide It!

I am so happy right now. 

I was just organizing some drawers and found an article about pregnancy which shows pictures of how big my baby is right now at 7 months and gosh he is big and squished! I can't wait to hold him and have a son with my husband!!!! Tay is so cute he will call and ask how the baby and I are doing, I love when Tay talks about our little man and us being a family. I am seriously so blessed to have the opportunity to bring this baby into this world.

 I know so many woman that are unable to have children and it breaks my heart for them. There is this one lady I know particularly that can't have kids and her husband doesn't want to adopt so they will never have the opportunity to raise children. I told Tay I wish that I could take her pain away, maybe I should make her some brownies or something. He replied by saying, "yeah make her brownies with a note saying since you can't have babies, enjoy having some brownies". He made a good point I would only make it worse by doing that but it just makes me feel so sad for her. I am sure it is painful for her to be around me and other people who have children of their own.

That just doesn't seem fair to me that someone who wants to be a mother so badly can not have her own children but yet there are so many woman that  probably are not in the "best situation" and probably just shouldn't be mothers but of course can get pregnant right away.

 Although I can't see the big picture so I guess I shouldn't judge what is "fair" we all have things that happen to us in life that just don't seem "fair".  

Anyways I have been so talkative lately. 

I love talking to my husband, Aunt, sister, Dad, and friends.

 When ever I am on the phone with them I just don't want them to go. Sometimes I will call Tay at work and just try to buy time with random conversations just so I can talk to him longer. Mm. Weird. My baby is probably well aware of my voice. 

Well I managed to snap a few photos of our awesome hike we went on. 

This photo is kind of silly but the one of us smiling is blurry and of course Tay can only handle so many pictures before he is done so we didn't get another one. 

less than 2 1/2 months to go! so excited!